My Life Project

The synchronicity of things... By way of the Universe. Today I asked myself, "Are there more [me's] out there"? Yes, grammatically incorrect and all. I wondered how many people out there, maybe my age, in similar life situations, with like-thought patterns, and/or possessing a genuine love and appreciation for Life in general we're thinking the exact same question I was at that exact moment. Of course, proceeding that question came an incessant stream of more wonderment.

First was my acknowledgement that the one and the many are the same. So to answer my own question, yes, there are more "me's" out there. Better yet, We are all connected, we are one. So I'll assume that the questions I ask, there are probably hundreds asking themselves the same exact question at the same time. Leading me to my next thought about the Self and Life... A question I ask mySelf daily. What is my Divine purpose? Am I living right? (And yes, that was a spiritually incorrect innuendo). Moreso, am I living and moving forward along a path that is in conjuction with my Divine purpose? I want to do so many things and many things in Life spark my creativity and curiosity. How do I know which to do first, if even at all? I battle inside between conditioned ways and (free)Spirit. Do I live the conventional life that societal norms have conditioned to believe is the correct and pretty much the Only proposed way to function in life? Or is there a balance of both? Can I be young, beautiful, rambunctious, spiritually inclined, successful, free-spirited, and blissful all at once? Something inside me yearns for substance, depth, fulfillment. And the things I have been doing and the way that I have been living just isnt cutting it for my Self or collective Consciousness.

Okay, if there are a bunch of "me's" running around in circles, quite frankly, pulling their hair out trying to figure out the "what", "why's" and "how's" its time to live and see these questions through. So i've decided to do some sort of a project, per say. Chronicalizing my day to day thoughts, actions, and changes all the while creating a guide for people like me to get a kick start, some inspiration, and all around exposure to... All things spiritual.